Hi, my name is Lilly. Somtimes I cry just so I can look at my face with the black eyeliner running down my cheeks. somtimes I scream out I hate the world after I just had a wonderful expierence. Somtimes I say I hate you and not mean it. Somtimes I hit myself just to make sure my pain nerves are still working. Somtimes I cut my wrists just to see how much it will bleed. Somtimes I talk and talk and talk just to make sure i'm still alive. Somtimes i wish my mouth was sewn shut. Somtimes I wish I hadn't lied to my best friend. Somtimes I wonder if i'll still be alive to see tommorow. Somtimes I wonder if my best online friend dies and i can't be at the funeral. Somtimes i like to color in the "care bears" coloring book. Somtimes I smile because I know somthing you don't. Somtimes i laugh when some one dies. Somtimes I just wish the people who are trying to cheer me up would just evaporate. Somtimes I just want to be beamed off the planet. Sometimes I want to sit in the dark and let my imagination take me through an alternate universe of every fear I ever had, from the boogey man to the fear that evrey one knows they harbor in their minds.Somtimes I wonder if half the people who ask to be my friend read more than just my age, name, location, and what i look for in a relation ship. somtimes i have a HUGE smile on my face when I read your comment, or i'm just sitting on the floor laughing so hard i can't breathe, my stomach hurts I'm laughing so hard and tears are rolling down my cheeks because your just so god damn funny it hurts. Somtimes I want to tell you your so damn yummy it's not even funny.

If you have read this far. you are a true friend
I have issues, lots of issues. My friends call me Turtle, or at least they would..if I had any friends.(I guess my issues could be my friends) My favorite color is green and red, red for when my wrists are slashed and green for when I lay unconscious on the grass after getting into a fight i knew I couldn't win. I am deeply in love with.....peanut butter. The rest of this profile is a waste of your time. This is all the important things about me, there is no need to go on....
I told you not to read any more!!!!!! GOSH YOU FRIGGIN' IDIOT!!!Pete Wentz may just be a livivng god. He is perfect in every way. Looks and intelligance. You don't see that every day, well at least you don't, but I do. I am not an over obbsessive fan. I hate people who say they love Fall Out Boy and they only know Dance dance or/and Sugar we're going down. That is total bull shit. if you are one of those people get 13.95$ go to a fucking Wall-Mart and buy one of Fall Out Boy's CD's!! This way when you say you love Fall Out Boy you will be telling the fucking truth and you will have an album to fucking prove it!!
When beauty meets disaster it forms the greatest thing alive.......Pete Wentz, he is a lyrical mastermind, the best. He and his band will be loved forever, or at least by me, I hope when they become less popular that they still make CDs cause if they don't well, I won't be able to buy them......*tear*. If Pete would comment me or put me on his friends list I would totally melt....That is a hint, Pete.....
I am very surprised if you have read this far. KUDOS!! and I love you!!
I like to steal peoples left shoe. Don't ask why, cause I don't know why. I never get far with the shoe though. I walk maybe five or so feet away and then I give it back. It's like this weird force makes me do this. But I like it. It's fun. I just kinda push em' down and slip of their left shoe. I never take the right shoe though. I don't know why I only take the left shoe. so don't ask. What do you take me for? A comedian? well good making people laugh is one of my favorite things to do. If your happy i'm happy. if your sad i'm sad. if you jump off a cliff i laugh, hard. thats just me though. Do i offend you? if you said yes then i hope you burn in the mother fucking thousandth layer of hell, fucking bastard! can't you take a joke. this is fucking unbarable. and if you said no then good, i wish nothing bad on you and you are cool.

Music

Fall out boy, My chemical romance, blink 182, good charlotte, lots more but too lazy to type

release the bats, 50 first dates, scary movies 1 2 and 3, the date movie, and all other comedys (the good ones)

ALL shows on MTV, MTV2 and Comedy central

every book that shel silverstein has EVER written, and every book that pete wentz has written